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sadgeriffic!people say i'm borderline retarded... and a genius. 05 September golden rod and the 4H stone, the things i brought you when i found out you had cancer of the bone...mood: OCD
 listening to: "The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades is Out to Get Us!" - Sufjan Stevens
i've realized that being under pressure makes me really want to clean things. in the past week i've somehow managed to clean up my iTunes, my room, my desk, and i'm tackling the bathroom later on today... not to mention the fact that i've actually cleaned out my closet too... damn. i wish i was in this mood more often, i'd probably actually be able to find things.
i can't believe i'll be starting senior year in a little over 12 hours.... its not even real. it hasn't even hit me that i'm going back to school yet, much less going into grade 12... i'm sure i'll acquire some kind of superiority complex by noon tomorrow though, not to worry. :P
summer absolutly flew by, being a JC was both crazy and fun... I guess you could say it was... crazyfun. imet some really amazing people and definitly had one of the best summers of my life. i hope i'm back again next year, but until then i'll just have to find parties in freddy on my own!
yours etc.,
sarah
23 April groundhogs digging with their claws, burying their loves with dirty paws...mood:
 frustratedlistening to: "Behind the Moon" - Matt Costa
i really, really dislike school at this point. assignments, projects, tests, equations... too much for me. i say we call this year to a close right now, give me an average of 85% and call it a day. i want summer, carefree and warm. i'm sick of the 50mph winds and under 10 degree weather. i'm also sick of school related drama and irritable people. drama makes me want to tear my hair out, ingest it and then throw it up all over again. weekends aren't enough to calm people down apparantly, and i also realize i get less done during weekends. i regret weekends more than i regret weekdays. time to abolish weekends and pretend that every day is a weekday. maybe i'll get something done. then again, maybe i'll die of stress. who knows until they try?
the more i talk to people the more i dislike them. this is a problem. i think i need to become a recluse for a few months, maybe i'll come to appreciate everyone more. maybe its just that i'm not a people person and don't get along with anyone very well. either way, the only solution is to become an internet-based hermit. computers will solve all my problems and feed me at the same time. really, computers appear to be our best friends. they've seen every web-based fight we've had, every movie proposal, every homework assignment, they contain all the advice you could ever want, and they still crap out on us sometimes. congratulations bill gates, you have effectively created a human being in box-form. too bad they can't hug us. next update i'll bet.
i'm done whining and being like this (whatever "this" is), and i'm going to go take a bath and read some crazy fantasy in which good will inevitably prevail and the bad guys, despite being absolutly hideous and having a way better army situation to begin with, will lose and die merciful deaths.
yours etc.,
sarah
13 March today is such a lovely day, stand up and fight again...mood:
 appeasedlistening to: "Lebanese Blonde" - Thievery Corporation
ah, another march break come and gone, and back to work for me. if only we had two weeks instead of just one... one week certainly isn't enough of BC, no, no it is not. i want more rain. really though, it was a fantastic time, met lots of fantastic people that, sadly enough, i probably won't see again, at least not for a long time. i really miss the climbing wall already, as pathetic as that sounds. sure i get my fair share of excercise during badminton *cough cough*, but its just not the same.
projects suck. i have like... 10 with outlines or progress journals or ideas or SOMETHING due this week, and its driving me bananas. mostly because i never work on them, because i am a hopeless procrastinator and will never amount to anything in life. really though, i should be doing that right now instead of blogging. who blogs anyways?
i really want rugby to start. i miss the pain. that and it means school is almost over, which means that its spring, which means its almost summer. holy smack i want summer NOW. i'm sick of this weather, i mean seriously, its so ridonculously warm out that i could've definitly worn shorts today. why oh why did i not take advantage of this opportunity?
we were talking about people who pick fights in english today, and i think i may be one of them. i was talking about how someone i used to be friends with would try to avoid confrontation at all costs, even though i was really trying to get her to fight kind of... is that bad? probably. but seriously, its annoying when you KNOW that the other person really is angry, and you're angry, so why can't you just fight it out? i don't get it.
i mean, avoiding confrontation is obviously a good thing, but is it really healthy to... not let those emotions out? that sounds really dumb, but its true. if i'm sad i cry, if i'm mad i fight... it just makes sense. maybe i'm the weird one and the person who i was picking a fight with was normal, but its still fucking annoying. so if i ever try to fight you, don't try to avoid it, i'll just get mad at you for not getting mad at me.
as a side note, i did yoga this morning (had to get up at 6:30 to do it) and i was in a reasonably good mood all day, and felt pretty good. yoga is good. do yoga. if you know how. otherwise... maybe a bad idea. but i'll teach you, then we can all be happy and get up half an hour early to do it. totally worth it guys.
yours etc.,
sarah 03 February and tell me that this time will never end, tell me what it's like, tell me again...mood:
 tired and peevishlistening to: "Black Rock" - O.A.R.
holla, this 3 day week has been killer. at first i thought it was just me, but upon polling most of the people who sit near me in some of my classes (the total count on that is like... 4-5 people), its not just me. everyone else is tired too. what is this? is it us coming down off the stress of exams? being more stressed because we found out which exams we failed and realize how much harder we have to work? hating our new classes? i don't know, but everyone has been all down and tired lately. i don't like it. wanna party... ev-ery day.
so, as DB and several other people will tell you, my stomach has been doing flip-flops/alley-oops/somersaults/other acrobatic activities for quite some time now for now apparant reason. i blamed it on bad luck. turns out, according to my mother, i might be lactose intolerant. that means no milk. thats no good. i've been a known fan of the moo-juice. matter of fact i'm eating chocolate right now. which contains a lot of milk. super. its always the thing we love most that get taken away right? damn. i'm hoping its just like... fatty milk... well. not fatty. but i'm used to drinking skim milk at home and that's never given me any real troubles, but the 1-2% stuff and chocolate milk (2%... damn you.) are probably going to be off limits. fabulous. i love chocolate milk. i also enjoy chocolate ice cream a LOT, so if i can't have that anymore i'll freak out.
to keep things positive, my classes are looking pretty good so far. same english class (thank goodness; what would i do without my morning handshake war-dog?), new math class (and the heavens opened up... no more alkie-cow/white russia) thats looking good; i understand what we're doing! hoorah for ms. sewell. history doesn't look too good though. i was hoping for mr. boles... i'll deal. outdoor pursuits speaks for itself; winter camping trip WHAT! and chemistry is... interesting... mr. garnett makes some pretty hilarious jokes... about... chemicals... but really, its looking aight.
badminton tryouts are next week! holla twice! i'm excited, its gonna be a good... barely-month of games and ridge and my shannanigans. HOLLA.
okay so for some reason "behind blue eyes" came up on my party shuffle (not a party song...what are you thinking iTunes??), and i somehow didn't notice until it was like half through, and then this RANDOM song played at the end... its like "i wish, i wish... i wish it was, all that easy..." does anyone else know what i'm talking about? what the hell is it called? its like that random bit at the end of "my humps" by black eyed... i mean... i don't... uhm...
yours etc.,
sarah
30 January the photograph on the dashboard, taken years ago...mood:
 geeky (yeah it's a mood.)listening to: "Aside" - The Weakerthans
so i'm 17 now, and feeling a lot smarter and better looking for it. not really, but i like to think so. i got the sweetest birthday cake ever; it was crawling with army men! what more could i want? i got a pilon thats in unbelievably good shape, along with a "bumpy" sign, which is pretty awesome. i haven't been able to remove it from megatron's house though, because apparantly my dad thinks thats some kind of travesty. she's smuggling it into my house later on tonight; hopefully un-noticed.
i got one of the sweetest birthday presents ever; a canon EOS digital rebel from my cousin. yeah. its so sweet. its a year old, but i don't even care. it still works brilliantly and i love it. its a beast compared to my other camera, the tiniest of the tiny... i have presently nicknamed it tiny-tim. i'm really excited to take some more awesome pictures with it. AND i got tickets to campbell river BC!!!! guess where i'm going march break! holla twice!
so the semester is over... and none too soon either, the end of biology means the end of my suffering, and the beginning of new and exciting... chemistry opportunities? i have history next semester too, which has fast become one of my favorite subjects, since i'll actually learn something this year instead of the self-teaching + memorizing + regurgitating = 90% formula of mr. fournier. outdoor pursuits is going to be a laugh and a half too, or it better be, or else i will demand... i don't even know. but if its not all its cracked up to be, i will be upset. kind of like how i was upset to find out that desperate housewives won't be on for another 2 weeks. i pouted and watched miami ink. thats how upset i was. ami is so hot...
it appears that this is getting severly boring, so i need to find other means of distraction until the girls arrive for an evening of board games and movies (RED EYE OMFG). tv here i come! rot my brain away!
yours etc.,
sarah |
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